Sunday, September 17, 2006
a million things on my mind - no one to share them with. somehow whatever i say to one person alone ends up being broadcast to a few others. that sucks pretty much. sick and tired of being sick and tired. catch my drift? doubt you do.
grandma's not well. hope things will turn around. cos she's real important and i wouldnt exchange her for the world. she can have my leg. =]
i miss the days when it was just the four of us. with carl brigitte and bryant. rmb how we said that we will still be friends despite us all gg away. bryant left for canada, carl's still here but leaving for australia, brigitte's barely an acquaintance right now. i really had fun then. wish i could relive those years eh. and now i understand what xxhaojiemeixx feels to be friendless. i'll be your friend ! we havent talked in days.
and the lil special one. you'd better be strong and get well cos only you can help yourself. & you promised to never ever go away so dont start backing out on your promises cos i'd hate for that to happen. and i'll loathe you for leaving - childish but true. i'd rather you lose your memory and forget abt every darn thing den to ______.
mum offered me money to tutor my bro.. its easy money provided he even wants to study. i spend like hours trying to get him to study and in the end, he doesnt. to make things worse, he even lost my books. retarded.
ritz is fine, mainly cos i have apple for company. she's the sweetest. =] always willing to change shifts juz to accompany me. teehee.
way ahead of you @ 8:06 AM
